You can’t change your past. You can change how you feel about it. That changes everything.
Become aware of your underlying negative & harmful beliefs and “Let go” of shame, guilt, apathy, grief & fear as they were created by a child before age 7, as a reaction/response to the environment and circumstances experienced then.
You are not that child anymore. Your belief system needs to be upgraded and updated. Enjoy living life from higher frequencies.
Expanded feelings of being Good Enough!